you know, i would of nearly forgiven you anything but screwing HIM. you knew how i felt. you knew what i had been thru and and and how i felt! and you did it anyway. you were supposed to be my best friend - you knew EVERYTHING and you did it anyway and i caught you and you lied about it. then you said you were sorry. and i told you that i would try to get over it but that i needed answers. you said you understood that and that that was fair. but really you lied then too. and after all this time that is what hurts the worst. you were to lazy to follow thru - too much of a coward to tell the truth. i knew it would hurt and i was ready to do the work and you're so apathetic you can't be bothered. but you sure can whine about how hurting and missing me and know how you're young a that you treat people badly. well guess what? having a disclaimer doesn't absolve you of being such a horrible person - it just makes you more horrible still. grow up! you suck and you're such a waste of time and emotion. i really wish that knowing that made it all better for me but i still feel disposable and hurt. thanks for that.