I am sitting in a lonely room without a view :( The man on the mountain top is not doing very well. Everywhere I see, I see depression and I wonder without a clue like the wind or like the clouds. I am getting older, and my life is not exactly what I would like it to be. It�s the pain of not getting what I want, it�s the pain of being beaten by life, and it�s the pain of being.

I close my eyes and I try to think about the ocean. I try to think about the clouds, I try to think that it�s all part of life. But it all sucks anyway.

Hope you are well. Write when you can.