When you broke up with me, my whole world and existence was ripped from me. It has taken time, but I finally feel ready to move forward and begin building my new life. We have conflicting values and priorities that can't be reconciled�better to end it sooner than later, though it has been difficult for me to come to terms with this. When we last talked, I came to understand that it is over and that there is no going back. We also agreed that it is best to be finished with the relationship altogether, even as friends. Life has taken us different directions.

I have a hard time letting go of you. I feel so sad to see you go. They tell me I will get through this, but I don't see it. I want to move on and try to find my partner and all of that, but it doesn't come easy. You seemed to fall right into my lap and I was so happy that we found each other, even despite the problems.

I miss you so much. I regret that I took you for granted. You were the first person that I ever truly loved and that has ever truly loved me and that is incredibly difficult to lose. I am sorry.